Monday, May 31, 2010

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."

-Marilyn Monroe

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

A New Name For Everything (24th)

When the bus-shelter windows and napkin-dispensers surprise with distorted reflections, it's never the someone you're hoping to recognize. When the rent is too high living here between reasons to live, and you can't sleep alone, and your memories groan, and the borders of night start to give. When you can't save cash or conviction; you're broke and you're breaking-a tired shoelace or a wave. So long past past-due, a new name for everything. When the one-ways collude with the map that you folded wrong, and the route you abandoned is always the path that you probably should be upon. When the bottle-cap ashtrays and intimate's ears are all full with results of your breath, and the threads of your fear are unfurled with the tiniest pull. One more time, try. Stand with your hands in your pockets and stare at the smudge on a newspaper sky, and ask it to rain a new name for everything. Fire every phrase. They don't want to work for us anymore. Dot and sash our days. Make your face the flag of a semaphore. All you won't show. The boxes you brought here and never unpacked are still patiently waiting to go. So put on those clothes you never grew into, and smile like you mean it for once. If you come back, bring a new name for everything.

Monday, May 17, 2010

HOW DID THIS HAPPEN I HAVE NO IDEA


I don't want all of this grade updating to make me that jerk who is obnoxious and snooty about her grades. But I really can't believe it. This has been the most stressful semester of my life, between apartment hunting, apartment drama, moving out of my house (and arguing with my mother about it on a daily basis), ridiculous people being ridiculous (many, many times) , family emergencies, and all of the school drama that came with PR. I can't believe what I pulled off.

And now I get to drive my mom's car, cause we somehow always end up striking a deal about grades and driving a bad ass car right before summer. Clear the roads.

Life is good.


It's just easy to forget when you've got tunnel vision.

I'm opening my eyes.



Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Or not.

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

HOLY SHIT 3 FOR 3


Now for it to all get ruined by that PR class...

Monday, May 10, 2010

Friday, May 7, 2010

YES


Dear first grade of the semester,
You are not what I expected, and you make my heart happy.
Thank you!
Love,
Magda

Monday, May 3, 2010


Sam Brown, you will never fail to make the most simple yet absolutely perfect art. Thank you for saving me from the Monday-afternoon-I-was-up-past-4AM-it's-so-humid-2-exams-will-kill-me-why-does-everything-have-to-suck-all-at-once mindset. You've given me the it'll-get-better-I-promise mindset.


Just breathe.